so it's back to ne...

so it's back to new york tomorrow... i still need to look up train times so i think i'm gonna go do that now. plus i have to bring a shit load of clothes back with me because since i'll be going to florida for spring break i have to bring like beach clothes and stuff.. AHH! oh well i guess i won't be lugging it around for that long just through the train station to the subway and from the subway to brittany. i can handle it. peace out

i've realized...

i've realized something... and bear with me because i'm going to stereotype very badly here. i have realized that for the most part i dislike "small town girls." well maybe not "dislike" but they annoy the shit out of me. this is entirely superficial but i can't think of any other way to put it... they wear their hair the same way, wear the same jeans, the same shoes, and carry variations of the same purse. what is the world coming to? what happened to being original and wanting something for the sole reason that no body else has it? Phoenixville High School was crawling with them, and if i may assume, these clones still infest the halls of my high school. what's the deal? there are mounds of bad and fake-looking highlights or completely bleached hair that is straightened and burned until the you can actually see split ends and fly-aways from at least five feet away. they wear logo-t-shirts straight from hollister, american eagle, or abercrombie that may say something clever like "wink." on their neck and wrist is the complete set of matching chain bracelet and necklace with the heart charm and their initials engraved on the back from tiffany & co that their boyfriend of 2 years bought them. this relationship, however, is built on lies and at least one party involved cheats on the other at least once a month. their jeans... every different shade of blue jean from american eagle. usually 98% cotton and 2% spandex so they can fit them extra tight. maybe once a week if they want to be different or clever, they'll sport a jean skirt that is probably from abercrombie kids because it's short enough where they will be feeling a draft up their ass all goddamn day. yes, and it's winter. moving right along to shoes... the "small town girls" of my high school wore diesel sneakers, new balance sneakers, or black boots (usually square toed and thick heeled). although the infamous and oh-so-ugly Ugg boots were in style last year, only one girl had them and they weren't even the Ugg brand, they were some knock-offs. however, now that the Uggly style boot is so ubiquitous that even american eagle sells a version of them, i'm sure every girl at the high school has them. and lastly, the handbag. ahh, the handbag. well let's just say that designer print is all the rage. My hated, printed enemies Dooney, Louie, Coach, Chanel and Prada. Although a few girls had the real deals, most of them were bought from a flea market called Rice's. that place needs to be shut down immediately. it feeds the monster that is the high school girl fashion. and you know what? it's not even high school either because although i haven't met anyone at NYU that dresses this way, i happen to know that those girls from high school still have the same style. anyway, to bring this to a close, i don't understand why any person would want to have a generic style. is it because they don't care? do they not want to break away from the norm because they just want to fit in? another example of how naive these people are is that since i've been home on break, at least 3 people have asked me or my brother about me studying fashion at NYU... okay NYU does not have a fashion program. the closest they have i'm assuming is costume design in Tisch. just because i didn't dress like a clone in high school and instead of wearing newbalance sneakers, i wore stilettos, does not mean that i want to be a fashion designer. moral of the story is... try to be at least a little bit unique. if you find yourself carrying a designer print purse, switch it up with a more urban look or dress it up with a classic jean and blazer. and for the love of god (MELISSA THIS IS FOR YOU) throw away your goddamn Uggs...

ahh my work...

i wish i could say that something interesting has happened to me over break. but, it hasn't. so like others, i will write about something interesting that happened to someone else. okay so the restaurant i work in has been sold. the old owner was getting rid of a bunch of stuff in the upstairs office area so apparently she told the two waitresses that they could go up into the office and take whatever they wanted because it's just going to get thrown away. so this morning one of the waitresses came in. she's 39, her name is "Trina" (no, not Katrina, just Trina) and she cracks me up to say the least about her. anyway, she was going to a 76ers game tonight with one of her low-life boyfriends and on friday she took a cooler from the office so she could bring some alcohol to the game with her in it. so she's been driving around with this cooler for the past weekend without even looking inside of it. so she didn't think anything of it until today when she went to fill it up with ice before she left work for her game. and what did she find in the cooler but a fair share of marijuana equipped with rolling papers and all... Trina was going nuts and first told me about it and i asked her what she was going to do with it (assuming she doesn't smoke weed), she said she needs to relax so she thinks that she's gonna smoke it. anyway, we all figured that the weed belonged to the owner's brother who use to run the restaurant and was forced out of the business when his grandparents found him upstairs in the office with a shitload of cocaine. Trina was reluctant to tell Jody, the other cook, because she thought she would call the old manager coke-head and tell him that Trina found his stash because she wants to bang him, and according to her, she already has. so Trina told Jody, the old-woman manager named Arlene, and the current restaurant owner who is the sister of the one who made the cooler stash in the first place. All Kadie could think to say was "oh wow, i'm so sorry..." and then Trina said "Please, DO NOT be sorry" just another day at work...what would you do if you found a cooler full of weed?

warmness

so i'm really excited because my grandfather just sent me an e-mail with my plane confirmation for spring break. I'M GOING TO FLORIDA!! i won't have to deal with the almost warm weather in pennsylvania. i won't have to deal with my psychotic mother. i won't have to drive and spend outrageous amounts of money on gas. in fact, i won't have to spend money at all. i can lay on the beach in the scolding hot sun, just how i like it! and for all you people who ask why i would want to hang out with my grandparents for a whole week, for you the answer is... because they are awesome. i can get FRECKLES and come back to new york appearing to be tan... from now until march i'll be dreaming of the beach. p.s. it's very sad that my 13 year old brother has more of a social life than i do. such is life...

i'm getting...

i'm getting so sick of doing the same thing every day.get up around 8, work by 9. work all day until around 3. come home and basically do nothing. i want to go back to school but i don't want to start classes and have all that stress back. it's nice not having school work to do all the time.this is kind of late but my new years resolution is to get better posture. i'm always slouching and that's so disgusting... i will slice my wrists if i have a hunch back when i'm older. ew...i'm going out with dennis to get something to eat. but first i have to take a shower and wash the smell of restaurant off me.

i can't sleep

× • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × •
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: straight
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
How many exes do you have?: well let's say 3
What is your longest relationship?: 9 months
What was your shortest relationship?: i don't even know

• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
Do you do drugs?: nope
What kind of shampoo do you use?: herbal essences
What are you most scared of?: failure
What are you listening to right now: the loud ass people the live
behind me throwing a party. god damn they need to shut the hell up
Who is the last person that called you?: dennis
Where do you want to get married?: i don't want to get married
How many buddies are online right now?: 32

• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Bungee jumped?: no but i would love to
Made yourself throw up?: yeah
Skinny dipped?: yes but a long time ago
Pictured your crush naked?: well i don't have a crush but i've pictured people naked before haha
Cried when someone died?: no
Lied: yea
Fallen for your best friend?: no
Done something you regret?: yeah i have but not too often. you regret more things that you don't do

• × • C U R R E N T • × •
Clothes: a tank top and underwear! haha i'm in bed right now...
Music: whatever music is coming from this party outside my window
Annoyance: the cold because my dad says it's too warm to turn the heat
on (it was really nice today) and again, the loudness outside
Smell: my house smell that i can smell now because i'm not "used to it" anymore since i don't live here
Desktop picture: its an anne taintor picture of a woman that says "she had not yet decided whether to use her powers for good... or for evil."

• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
You touched: melissa when i hugged her goodbye bc shes going back to school
IMed: emilie
You yelled at: i don't yell often so i don't remember
You kissed:
You seriously kissed?:

• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding: of course
Open-minded: to most things
Arrogant: no way
Insecure: about a few things
Random: not really
Hungry: not for food...
Smart: i can be.
Moody: nope
Hard working: yes
Organized: hellll yes
Healthy: i like to think so
Shy: i'm not shy but i come off that way a lot when i first meet people
Trusting: nope

• × • R A N D O M • × •
In the morning I: wake up and brush my teeth
All you need is: music & clothes
I dream about: banging nick lachey ;)
Sexual preference: men? although my dad thinks otherwise...
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: style/face

• × • W H O • × •
Makes you laugh the most: richard, melissa and zoe
Makes you smile: it's not hard so everyone
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: um no one

• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: no that's middle school stuff
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: on certain weeks,
yes. but then i remember that girls clothes are so much cuter.
Wish you were younger: no way... i wish i were older
Cry because someone said something to you?: yes i remember dennis made me cry in my room once

• × • N U M B E R • × •
Of times I have had my heart broken: well i would say once but
when i think about it my heart wasn't actually broken so... none
Of hearts I have broken: i dont' know
Of girls I've kissed: 2
Of boys I've kissed: lots
Of CD's I own: a lot, i don't actually count them
Of scars on my body: battle wounds from being a cook... i added 2 more since i've been home for break
Of things that I regret: probably like 3