i'm getting...

i'm getting so sick of doing the same thing every day.get up around 8, work by 9. work all day until around 3. come home and basically do nothing. i want to go back to school but i don't want to start classes and have all that stress back. it's nice not having school work to do all the time.this is kind of late but my new years resolution is to get better posture. i'm always slouching and that's so disgusting... i will slice my wrists if i have a hunch back when i'm older. ew...i'm going out with dennis to get something to eat. but first i have to take a shower and wash the smell of restaurant off me.

i can't sleep

× • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × •
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: straight
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
How many exes do you have?: well let's say 3
What is your longest relationship?: 9 months
What was your shortest relationship?: i don't even know

• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
Do you do drugs?: nope
What kind of shampoo do you use?: herbal essences
What are you most scared of?: failure
What are you listening to right now: the loud ass people the live
behind me throwing a party. god damn they need to shut the hell up
Who is the last person that called you?: dennis
Where do you want to get married?: i don't want to get married
How many buddies are online right now?: 32

• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Bungee jumped?: no but i would love to
Made yourself throw up?: yeah
Skinny dipped?: yes but a long time ago
Pictured your crush naked?: well i don't have a crush but i've pictured people naked before haha
Cried when someone died?: no
Lied: yea
Fallen for your best friend?: no
Done something you regret?: yeah i have but not too often. you regret more things that you don't do

• × • C U R R E N T • × •
Clothes: a tank top and underwear! haha i'm in bed right now...
Music: whatever music is coming from this party outside my window
Annoyance: the cold because my dad says it's too warm to turn the heat
on (it was really nice today) and again, the loudness outside
Smell: my house smell that i can smell now because i'm not "used to it" anymore since i don't live here
Desktop picture: its an anne taintor picture of a woman that says "she had not yet decided whether to use her powers for good... or for evil."

• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
You touched: melissa when i hugged her goodbye bc shes going back to school
IMed: emilie
You yelled at: i don't yell often so i don't remember
You kissed:
You seriously kissed?:

• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding: of course
Open-minded: to most things
Arrogant: no way
Insecure: about a few things
Random: not really
Hungry: not for food...
Smart: i can be.
Moody: nope
Hard working: yes
Organized: hellll yes
Healthy: i like to think so
Shy: i'm not shy but i come off that way a lot when i first meet people
Trusting: nope

• × • R A N D O M • × •
In the morning I: wake up and brush my teeth
All you need is: music & clothes
I dream about: banging nick lachey ;)
Sexual preference: men? although my dad thinks otherwise...
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: style/face

• × • W H O • × •
Makes you laugh the most: richard, melissa and zoe
Makes you smile: it's not hard so everyone
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: um no one

• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: no that's middle school stuff
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: on certain weeks,
yes. but then i remember that girls clothes are so much cuter.
Wish you were younger: no way... i wish i were older
Cry because someone said something to you?: yes i remember dennis made me cry in my room once

• × • N U M B E R • × •
Of times I have had my heart broken: well i would say once but
when i think about it my heart wasn't actually broken so... none
Of hearts I have broken: i dont' know
Of girls I've kissed: 2
Of boys I've kissed: lots
Of CD's I own: a lot, i don't actually count them
Of scars on my body: battle wounds from being a cook... i added 2 more since i've been home for break
Of things that I regret: probably like 3